++LiL' kRaZy++

2005-10-28T15:41:00.000+08:00

damn damn sadd todayy... last day of skool... so get to see him for the last time.... haizz..... gonna miss him really3 muchh.... go to skool den must line up according to the 2006 class... he is 3T1 and i'm 2EB... haizz..... next yr not gonna have the same reccess as him again... didn't get to see him more often...

when i queued up... directlyy from my angle... i can see him... how sweet was his face.. miss him too muchh.. den when after skool... i sit at the tables and chairs near fiza's class... and saw him sitting at the umbrella chairs... i kept looking at him... staring to let all my missing feelings go... hehes =))... when he turned and looked at me... i also turn and look somewhere else.... hope he didn't see me looking at him...

-sya-

2005-10-27T15:35:00.000+08:00

haizz... kinda badd dayy today... but quite okeylahh... at last he came to skool... get to see him... damn damn happy...

-sya-

2005-10-26T15:28:00.000+08:00

hehes.. =)) kinda madd todayy.....

i veryy happy want to go to skool and see him again... hoping he's coming to skool... den today is his class performance... can't wait too see it... hope he got involve in it....

but suddenlyy he nvr came to skool again! uhhs.... damnn madd... but i'm not his mum to tell him to go to skool or not ryt?... haizz...

but the class performance was great... the first performing was his class, 2T1.... they perform some kind of break dance... haas.. =)) damn nyce sia... see naim, nizam and haziq doing the breakdance.... den der second class is 3EB... also perform damn nycee.... the other classes were not so good as the first two classes, 2T1 and 3EB.... the others was quite slow... and not fun... but okeylahh... at last i'm confused abt voing.. i dono want to vote which class... both class veryy good... at last maria voted 3EB and i voted 2T1.... haas.. =))

-sya-

2005-10-25T15:24:00.000+08:00

haizz... todayy not skooling... miss him so muchh... got wartt promotion meeting in skool... dats y the students dun need to come... all deir fault lah.. if go to skool.. maybe i get to see him... haizz... but wadd tuhh do.....

but anyway, really had a fun time at home... making kuih rayer wif my sis... and at night.. me n my sis make chocolate cake specially for my mum coz its her burffdayy... so happyy..

-sya-

2005-10-24T15:08:00.000+08:00

haizz... if tawfeiq and me didn't broke up... we're already two months todayy... but too badd.... we've broke up... all the wantings to be togeder forever is juz a dream... but i will still be waiting for him... d0nn0e until when...

haizz.... last week of skooling... gonna miss him so muchh... ya lahh.. nvr get to see him in skool... its gonna be a long holidayy.. and den.. other den dat... he nvr came to skool todayy... wadd derr..... uhhhs... thought of seeing him today but at last he nvr came... waddeverr shit uhhs! no mood to type out..

-sya-

2005-10-23T14:49:00.000+08:00

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i love feiq. i miss feiq. i love feiq. i miss feiq. i love feiq. i miss feiq. i love feiq. i love feiq......

2005-10-22T14:17:00.000+08:00

goshh... i kept on missing him soo muchh.... he appears in my mind in everything wadever i do... i miss him soo muchh.... wish he was myne again... but i could do nothing... its his choice... i miss da memories... i d0nn0e wadd to sayy bout him... i oso dunno da truth if he love me... dear... i can be in ur heart, but why can't i stay in ur heart always? i wish u could noe how my feelings is towards you... many ppl may say me crazy... loving a guy which maybe doesn't loves me..

he's my past.. i must ferget bout him but i just can't... among my ex(s)... he's the one i love the most! for me, he's my everything... its either he's already 'jelak' seeing me or i had nvr being loved by him..

but when i thing back... if he doesn't loves me... why must he treat me so nicely.. he bring me go watch movies.. take neoprints wif me.. go play soccer go swimming wif his frends.. go escape wif me... talk wif me on the phone until late night all dat.... haizz... but if he loves me.. why must he do dis to me... he ask for break up on 30 september 2005....

nobody noes how strong my love is for him... maybe they see me laughing crazily so happy everyday... but they dono how i really feel... inside my heart.. i'm crying for help... i feel lyk drowning... i've waited for him for so long... and when i get him... he's gone again.. the cuts inside my heart... is still not healed...

hmms... i wonder if he still loves me... guess not... maybe, he even have a new gal... guys are all da same... so i hope.. in wadever he do.. he's happy... and i'm happy too... i'm happy for him... but.. i will always be missing him...

-sya-

2005-10-04T11:35:00.000+08:00

hees.. change a new skin liao.. but haven't updated the links... i will do it later... *gees*... haizz... pls make some comment lah... newae.. now i'm in my school computer lab.. wif mrs ho... mrs ho's talking now... she dono.. wahahas! =)).... canot tahan lah... i wanna pee... hehes... damn cold inside diz computer lab... feel lyk freezing.. so lucky got bring jacket to school coz juz now in the morning was raining at pasir ris... hees..

kinda boring todae at skool.. saw tawfeiq oso he ignore me.... haizz.. wadd tuhh do... but the truth is dat......... i always love him.. i love him wif all my heart... budden.. when i tink back... sometimes i hate him... den when i have the chance to meet him... i shy plus scared to meet him... budden when i cannot meet him... i misshh him damn2 muchiiee........ oops! okaes.. gtg... wanna get out of diz computer lab.. bubbyes....

2005-09-30T20:42:00.000+08:00

haizzz.... my worst dae... dats y i said friday had always been my bad luck dae.. hate it... juz wish dere wasn't any fridays in my life... wadd tuhh do.... at first i thought dat todae, friday... would be da first good dae this yr... haizz... budden... too bad.... at first... everything was all right.. i was happy and my frends was also happy... but i didn't get to see my syg, feiq.. but its okay.. i thought dat maybe i would get the chance to see him aft sk0ol... miss him so muchiie.. haizz....

when my last period, wif mrs ho was about to end.. i kept thinking of him.. to see him.. missing him..but i get to sense sumting is wr0ng.. maybe my dae will still end up to be a bad dae but i dono why... but when i get out of my class and go to the ground floor... i was finding feiq.. but i saw mardiana and eleanor.. mardiana and eleanor was actually finding me.. i suspected sumting wr0ng when they approached me.. eleanor was trying to tell mie sumting.. but b4 she tell me.. i heard her mumbling to herself or mardiana, " aiyo.. why must tawfeiq make my life difficult.." haizz.. dats wad i heard.. i'm really getting curious.. but wait patiently of wad she is going to tell me.. after she told me.. my heartbeat juz feels lyk stopping.. my heart was like crushed into pieces... i was controlling my tears infront of her... but when i walked away... all my tears was like a heavy rain.. i juz can't take it.. i bought my water, find place, sit and drink wif maria.. but i juz couldnt say a word.. how could he..

wad eleanor told me was dat tawfeiq sound for break up.. he says dat he wants to concentrate on his studies.. i couldn't say anything.. but juz accept it... i must understand him.. but when i think back... why must he sound fer break.. he could juz say dat he couldn't mit me for a few wks or days.. haizz... for me.. all he say abt concentrating on studies all dat was juz an alasan! i oso do dat when i wanted to break up wif my ex last time.. but... uhhs! ferget bout it...

den ifa told me dat yesterdae.. she saw feiq, bryan, magen, zain and fiq sec 1.. at cp.. she asked feiq where is sya? which is me.. den tawfeiq was like saying.. donolah.. dats her prblem lah.. she want to avoid me.. goshh... wad did i do wr0ng to him.. when did i try to avoid him.. all dis while for me, he was da one who is trying to avoid me.. he nvr call, sms and even talk to me in sk0ol.. haizz.. i dono wad to do already.. why must he do dis to me...

syahidah and tawfeiq... [ 24 august till 30 september ] ...dats e end of us

2005-09-28T20:40:00.000+08:00

todae was so boring... nth to say... but at last i got a new slipper!! =))))

2005-09-27T23:26:00.000+08:00

haizz... todae.. straight aft sk0ol go cp.. mit my mum and two sis... donolah go dere for wadd.... den aft dat... we go peninsula... haizz... me wif uniform go peninsula...hahas.. siao.. go eat kfc... den walk2 go find my sister's shoe... damn sia.. walk for so long and i tired oready... but at last i didn't get anything for myself... its unfair.. hehe.. =)) den at night... tok on the phone wif ifa, fir, ain.. and amalina.. hehe.. wished a hapie bdae.. long tym never hear her voice.. sho cutes.. hees. haizz... gtg... wanna sleep..

2005-09-26T22:44:00.000+08:00

hehes... todae gort birthdae again... hmm.. hapie bdae amalina and oso siti sarah... miss you two.... lup ya.. hmm... todae aft sk0ol go home.. gerek sia... my family and me go seoul garden at tampines mall.. hahas.. damn fun... but not too shiok lah... coz we go dere around 5+... den waited for my brother until 6+... den go in... choose the foods dere.. damn many sia we take.. but fun.. we cook2 all dat... i eat until i become damn2 bloated.. hahas.. again... but unfortunatelyy.. i got tuition at 7.45 p.m.... as my tuition was near tm.. 7.40 den i rushed dere.. wa liao.. i thought i late... my teacher was more late sia.. got science mock test.. den start late... so end late... haizz.... wadd tuhh do.... do my science all rubbish sia... hahas.. =)).. okaylah.. gtg... wanna sleep..

2005-09-25T21:51:00.000+08:00

haizz... damn tired sia todae.. got triple lesson sia.. wadd tuhh do.. hees... hapie 13th birthdae nadya!~ haizz... and hapie anniversary to fida and acit!!~ hmms... at first in da morning.. was science.. haha.. damn boringz! dat was 11.30 to 1 p.m.. denn half hour break.. go tm mcdonalds and eat!! biasa arh! my teacher treat one.. damn hapie sia.. eat so much until bloated sia.. den come back.. science again.. uhhs! damn2 boringz! canot really concentrate coz ate to much!~ hees. dat was 1.30 to 3.00... den aft dat no break! english plakz! haizz... ok lah.. not much abt todae.. kinda boringz... bubbyez..

2005-09-24T23:34:00.000+08:00

kinda boring todae sia.. but okaylah.... hehes... todae is my brother, taufiq's bdae... hahas!.. =)) hapie bdae abg... anyway.. todae is also my anniversary!! but juz 1 month lah... hahas... lurve my guy so muchiie... hehes...

todae go to tuition.. late again.. everytime late... hahas... den go tuiton do comprehension... hate it sia... damn difficult... after tution... go home.. got nothing to do... damn boring sia... juz eat.... den after dat, here i am.... infront of da comp... budden dat was in the aftern0on larh.. means from afternoon abt 2+ till now i'm doing nothing but juz sitting in front of da comp....

damn boring sia... hope so can use da comp again tomorrow... hehe... so can post again... hehes... noti me... =)) oklah... gtg.. wanna sleep... damn sleepy oraedy sia... bubbyes... nyts!

2005-09-21T23:11:00.000+08:00

haizz... my wednesday dis time is not as happy as my previous wednesdays... haizz... if nort, alwayys krazie every wednesday bcoz of too happy... after my malay period... is maths.. wad tuh do... when i was at da stairs aft malay... going to 3rd level and i saw feiq.. dat one was okay when he was joking2 wif his frends... budden when i reached my maths class... i was standing at the window looking at him at da 2nd level and so sadx! i saw him joking wif mardiana beating each other all dat... uhhs! i'm so jealous but i can't do anything but looking through the window... i juz be patient by tinking dat dey are juz fwends... haizz... felt so fucked up!... haizz.... guess till here... wanna sleep... scared got 2 panda eyes... but have oready actually... hahas... =)).... bubbyes!! nyts!

2005-09-20T22:30:00.000+08:00

kinda hate it sia.. quite fun but uhhs! got it enrichment.. haizz.. den tawfeiq got soccer.. dono at where lah... in skool or outside i dono lah.. as usual, after sk0ol go eat at canteen.. haizz... but i nvr eat lah.. onli my frends eat... i tompang2 onli... lazy lah to eat... must queue up so long summore... den so tawfeiq eating wif his frends.. i look at him and juz ignore and walk away.. hahas... den when sitting looking at my frends eating.. qilah(sitting opposite me) suddenly keep looking behind me sia.. i thought she was looking to her frend so i juz ignore.. den suddenly got ppl tickle me... wa liao... i hate ppl tickling me sia... i turn around i saw tawfeiq.. so damn lucky i nvr scold him sia.. haha..i'm juz being patient.. i oso dono at he's da one hu tickle me sey.. juz after i turn around den i noe.. shock sia.. so lucky dun have heart attack... hahas.. =)) .. b4 he go home.. he got tell he got soccer... but nvr tell at where... haizz..

den after dat i go for it enrichment.. dat teacher lyk wad sia... urrghhhs! we learn about the how to use the dreamweaver and flash all dat lah.. it was fun bcoz i cud understand most of dem... but it was damn fucking cold in dere sia! dat idiotic teacher lah go and colder the aircon... feel lyk freezing sia... lurve cold but not too cold... haizz... till here maybe coz wanna sleep... tired liao...

2005-09-13T22:05:00.000+08:00

haizz... todae damn boring... first period which is english we nvr go to computer lab as before..urrghh! damn boring man! go sit at der space at area block F dere... study at dere.. damn hot sia.. sit at der flo0r dere until my leg go numb! haizz.. if we go to computer lab, class 2T1 will surely be in der opposite lab.. but wadd tuhh do.. both can0t go computer lab bcoz of der exams.. haizz...

den after sk0ol, went for english remedial.. haha.. damn boring! sit at hall read comprehensi0n passage.. i sit beside mrs ho dere den she read for us der passage.. wa liao! damn sleepy.. when she was reading and explaining, i was looking at my paper but my eyes was closed! haha.. canot tahan.. i tink if anybody give me pillow, i'll juz fell asleep dere sia..!

den after dat went to cp.. wif maria, hafizah and rafizah.. haha.. it was fun.. go eat kfc... everytime when go cp, always der first thing we do is go eat first.. hahas.. but i sumtimes nvr eat.. wanna jage bdn.. ya larh! getting fatter dae by dae.. scared my weight increase again.. so dun eat more better..if eat a lil' can lah.. haizz.. den i eat chicken.. eat3 until all my hand dirty sia.. den after dat saw a guy wearing blue jersey.. i look from behind lyk saw before.. skali when he puseng i found out dat it was tawfeiq! hahas! i dun even sense anything dat he was coming.. i thought he was going to play soccer wif his frends.. tawfeiq came wif taufiq, bryan and magen.. hahas! tawfeiq wear jersey no. 3! my favourite n0... hehe.. haizz.. den after dat got tuiti0n summore.. so i walk wif fiza and maria take 27... maria stopped at der bus stop before TPE... luckily me n fiza were going down at der same bus stop.. bus still reach tuiti0n late... feeling sleepy n0w... wanna sleep... buoize...

2005-09-12T17:20:00.000+08:00

uurrghhh! damn fucking no mood sia todae.. but wad tuhh do... things had already happened.. mcm maner tk geram.. fiza yg nk g skola cpt, abeh tu dier salahkn maria biler qilah bising kitorg tk tunggu dier... fiza, asal lah ko nk kener ckp maria yg suroh ko naek bus cpt tk payah tunggu qilah...? ko yg pade mulanyer mmg kelam kabot nk g skola... maria baru lmbt siket ko dah nk tinggalkn.. den bus 136 dtg ko nk troz naek.. den tk tunggu qilah... biler qilah bising ngan ko pasal tk tunggu dier ko ckp maria yg suroh naek bus cpt... apasal lah ko nk kener buat gitu..? ko suker kalau org buat gitu kat kau..? confirm ko binget kn...... suker hati ko lah... asalkn ko bahagia..

haizz.. feel kinda bad bcoz didn't get to see him long todae.. reccess time only saw him for a while.. den after sk0ol.. only get to talk to him for a while... for me, one day nvr talk to him was like a year... haizz.. okalah.. no mo0d already... feelin' damn cold now as it was raining... summore i sit in air con ro0m.. stupid ryt..? kklah... bubbyez...

2005-09-08T23:22:00.000+08:00

haizz... todae have dance practice at 2.30p.m.. go out early to mit feiq actually... wanna go eat wif him at cp... budden he busy.. late for tuition oready... so didn't mit him.. i decided to go eat at kfc myself, alone! den went to toilet juz look at da mirror! haha.. den got 1 msg received.. tot from who... skali ifa.. sms2 her den found out dat she's juz outside of cp.. at da old interchange.. she's waiting or her adeq angkat... so i mit her and ask her to acc0mpany me eat... eat at kfc den saw my classmates.. o0ps.. gtg... i'll continue next tym... bubbyez...

2005-09-07T22:47:00.000+08:00

haha..damn fun sia todae.. go escape wif ifa, diy, ida, feiq, fiq, bryan and magen... damn fun sia... feiq, fiq, bryan and magen waited for me at pasir ris west plaza 7 eleven dere in da morning.. not so morning lahh.. ar0und 10 plus.. den take bus 89.. in da bus magen kept on singing lyk wadd... but at least he was funny...

den reach dere oready, we go to da arcade while waiting for the other galz... omg.. dey were damn late.. ifa told us dey cancell their plan den ifa wanna go bugis.. uhh! haha.. feiq persuade her to come and at last she came.. haha.. we waited for her at burger king for a few hours sia.. damn hungry by time.. wif da smell of the foods.. at last when she came.. she told us she have no m0ney.. hahax.. called diy and ida.. damn difficult to contact dem sia.. haha.. at last we waited for dem outside escape.. and.. at last dey came! damn slow.. diy was so cute if seen from far! haha... damn cute sia.. den ida was lyk a model.. haha!

den go inside.. have fun.... take da panasonic ride.. head so pain sia.. accidentally knocked onto ifa's head when da thing was turning.. go take da flipper so damn scary sia.. haha.. when taking wet and wild, for the first tym, i sat at da behind part.. so damn2 wet! haha! buat malu! feiq nmpk.. hehe.. go to da haunted house.. quite fun lah.. but wasn't so scary.. bcoz i stand at da most front wif feiq.. the other galz, ifa, diy and ida dun want to follow.. i tink if dey follow it will be more fun! inside was so dark at first.. can't see a thing.. i hold onto feiq bcoz was scared if suddenly i knocked onto something.. hahas!

haizz.. i tink till here fer now.. sleepyy oready.. wanna sleep.. nytz.. byez..

sleepyy...

2005-09-01T22:55:00.000+08:00

heyyoz.. hmms... very da sleepy todae... wake up 10+ liddat... help my sis to cook.. den go bathe.... after dat.. go accompany my mum for doctor appointment at CGH... haizz... damn long sia.. wait for da doctor about half an hour going to 1 hour.. den must go x-ray... waliao.. so damn slow!! go x ray oready.. den must wait for the x-ray film summore... i wait dere till i fell asleep sia.. hahas..damn tired waiting dere feel like freezing... ya lahh.. so damn cold.. den after taking x-ray which is a few hours.. go back to da specialists clinic! uhh!... da doctor say my mum must be admitted to da hospital.. coz her leg swollen... red2.. den da leg feels so damn hot..( like having a fever! ) hmms... so went to da ward and accompany my mum.. den go home about 9.40 i tink liddat lah.. reach home and here i am infront of da comp.. hahas.. =)) klah.. gtg fer now... nytz..

boredd + tiredd

2005-08-31T21:53:00.000+08:00

haizz... backs.. kinda boredd todae... but damn fun... hmm... how was dat... bored but fun..?? hmms.. ferget bout it.. first of all.. i wud lyk to wish da teachers out dere a very happy teachers dae...! whee!~

haizz.. thought got no studies todae.. but actually have.. luckily got bring bks.. but my bag damn heavy sia.. uhhs! lesson stops at 11.15... hahas... got only one period of art... baek arh! during reccess.. the 1T1 pupils kept on playing wif my name... i mean my nickname.. which is cacah... den dey change it and call me... ' cacacah!' err... geramnyer!! wadever.. den juz now, after reccess... fat,az and fizah told us dat da seniors told dem dere wud be a spotcheck! maria and me were damn panicked!! wa liao!.. damn scared sia... coz we bring hp... luckily nth happened.. *sigh*.. da concert wasn't quite great but still kinda fun... hahax..

after dat.. decided to go north spring as dah janji wif my frends to mit them... hmm... eleanor and tawfeiq follow me to my previous home to open da letter box first.. den go north spring mcm bdk bodoh... wait for a few hours but still canot go in sia..! all bcoz of dat idiotic new principal of nsps..

in sk0oL

2005-08-30T08:36:00.000+08:00

heyya...hmms.. me now in sk0oL.. whee!~ so happy.. hmms... mrs ho allow us to use da comp for either blogging or playing word games.. more better we use it for blogging ryt..? newae.. its such a long time dat i have not been posting.. haiizz... damn happy sia todae... goin' to da soccer match!!! at where oso i dono where... hahas...maria's beside me.. using da next comp.. she's also editing her blog.. its gonna be hot lata when watching da soccer match.. but i guarantee its gonna be fun! yesterdae... thought got malay supplementary... but cancelled... den got da wadd about da civil defence.. so lucky sec 2 was also dere... hahas! whee!~ after dat go to heartland mall wif feiq and fiq... go take neoprint.. hahas! da picture was so da cacat sia! haha! we got 4 shots and all of da 4 shots, me and feiq wasn't yet ready and our picture when out........... uhh! maybe next tym can take a nicer one... hehe........ gtg... gonna off da comp... hahas!~ whee!~ byes..

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2005-08-13T20:27:00.000+08:00

haha.. had so much fun sia todae...too happy.. hmms. but kinda tiring.. yeah lorhhx.. in da morn'.. but actually nk dkt afterno0n.. hahas! =)) went to tuition.. go home at 1.. wa liao.. tired sia.. den after dat go home and siap2 nk kene g bedok nLb lah plak.. haizz.. damn tiring sehh.. but its fun.. getta mit my frends.. only didn't get to mit qilah.. dier mls nk g.. pemls lah dekni.. hahas.. jgn mrh... muahaha..

den after dat go out wif my frends.. fat,az,fizah,mirah,ramzan n faris.. i odd one out sia.. all the others were 1ea students.. i alone 1eb.. haizz.. we dono where to go.. den go eat at mcdonalds.. we are goin' to da mcdonalds firz when suddenly merdina pekik kat kitorg menyebok.. kitorg nyer psllah nk msok mcdonald.. at least kitorg mkn.. tk mcm dorg.. stakat beli ice cream.. diet keper??? hahas =)) den kitorg g interchange.. terjumpe dorg lagik.. uhhs! menyaketkn hati.. dier ckp kitorg menyebk lagik.. kitorg nyer psllah nk g maner.. dier piker bedok interchange tu bapak dier yg punyer keper..??! attitude nk mmpos.. dudok kat interchange asal..? nk tangkap jambs konon.. pegidah! bleh mmpos aku..

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2005-08-08T17:11:00.000+08:00

hmm.. heyy.. kinda boredddddd todae.. ya.. coz wadd? no coupon + no money sia.. damn hungry.. go to skool also so boring.. more better stay at home and sleep.. hahas.. lazy me. =)) todae.. nth was fun.. da only fun thing is dat we go to da so called disco..hahas!.. gerek sia.. so many ppl inside.. free flow of drinks summore..fiza paid fer me da fee to get inside.. thkies darLs.. i juz take da drinks.. den saw tawfeiq.. hahas.. dance so funny sia! every gal oso he dance with.. haha.. having fun mahh.. i juz stand one corner and have fun seeing dem dancing.. haha.. some of dem dance so funny.. but its really fun dere.. i wanted to go to da haunted house act ually.. as dey say it is scary.. bnyk terkejot.. but how can i expect ppl payin' fer me.. nanti org ckp tk tau malu plaks! haiishh... thursdae goin' to marina bay... can't wait!!!

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2005-08-05T17:31:00.000+08:00

haizz.. i hate todae.. such a bad dae man... i'm just so unlucky..

at first in the mornin'.. everything was okay.. took da bus.. da bus was full! i sat wif one of da north spring pri teacher.. but so sad he didn't remember me.. when he go down da bus.. abg achid ask me to move in.. haha.. he wanted to sit down.. tired maybe.. he sat beside me talk wif his frend.. adley*person sitting da front sit*.. talk and talk but some of dem were funny.. so i laughed.. i mean giggled.. when da bus was reaching near north spring.. a girl from north spring wanted to go down.. abg achid go and press da bell for her.. den i giggle again.. den he say.." tkper lah.. bdk skola kiter jugek per.. kiter kn..?" it means its okay coz dats our schoolmate oso wadd.. ours rite? so i say yahh... den going to reach school... near the tanah lapang dere was like a white2 thingy thing above the tall grasses.. he ask adley.." kalau kau pndi, kau teka nie bende putih2 nie bende aper?" means he was clever.. wadd was da white thing.. adley say it was a fog, which was a mist.. den abg achid say wrong.. dat was a spiderweb! hahas! dey quarell about da answer... dey are really farnie...

in school... feel kinda not okay.. like so bored.. even in malay class was a boredom... haizz... dono wadd hapened.. in maths class.. i was lucky coz nvr get scolding from mrs thia coz i nvr hand up one of my worksheets.. in fact she doesn't noe bout it.. hahas! went for reccess.. nothing was fun.. my frends go for da second reccess so its just left me n maria.. da 2 of us... hope to sit wif kakak mimi.. but we didn't saw her..

afternoon was more difficult for me.. everything is different suddenly.. here it comes.. da moment of waitin' for da bus.. it was so long and so da ramai org.. hate it man.. i was perspiring.. da bus was too full when we ride it.. i stand at da door... i heven't had da chance to ketepikn my bag ke blakang den dat stupid idotic fucking bus uncle driver go close da door.. my bag was stucked outside... i feel juz lyk to scold badwerds to da uncle.. but i think twice... felt so fuck up todae... uhh!!!!

2005-07-03T21:20:00.000+08:00

holla! hmms. so damn boredd sia at home. juz use the comp, chat, listen to song. uhh! dats nort enuff. haha. so lucky my cuzzin came today. she teman me go out all dat. if not, i tink i will be dyin' of boreddness.

hate it seyy! friendster under maintenance. haven't check my friendster for a few daes. eee!!! alah! boring nahh..stupid lah friendster. idiot.

i tink i have nuffink more to sae. gtg lahh. i lazy oreadyy. buoize. chau chin chao!

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2005-06-19T23:44:00.000+08:00

hmms. so longg no update. haishh. lazy lahh. when i have mood andd i have tym den i post.

juz now have a great tym wid my cuzzins. teach dem ride bicycle. haishh. so tiredd. hope they will come again next tym. but we plan next tym we wanna go arcade! wheehehe! i loike!! long tym no go arcade. but must simpan money firz lahh. no money how to go.

aiyo! haishh. im so hungry now. i wanna eat. i want food! i want food! hehes. =)) no food to eat sia. so damn hungry. wadd tuh do. just tahan. wahaha.

hmms. i tinkk i canot tahan anymore. i wanna eat!! i surrender! i canot tahan. after i eat i wanna sleep! hope so tommorow go out jln2! maybe i wanna go pasir ris park. hehe. dats great! okay peeps. dats all i tinkk. im too hungry lahh.

bubbyes. takingg care.

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2005-05-08T10:17:00.000+08:00

heyya! gud mornin'. feeling so damn sleepy now. now den i realise so long i nvr update.. ya lorhx.. coz so lazy n sumtyms got no tym to update it...yesterday sleep late.. chat wid hairi until 12+... whee! i got new name oready!! - sYaHiDaHh a.K.a KaK PoN -... hahacks! da ppl hu call mi dat name i so damn mean... ! firz of all.. khairul.. idiotic... den maria go n follow call mi dat..

haiiz... exam started oready sia.. dono can do it or not.. firz paper... is malay.. paper 1 must do da letter writing n da compo... da compo kinda difficult sia..i jus canot tink anything at all!!!! im surely dead... after da last friday... so lucky da next exam continue a few days lata.. continue on friday.. english paper... wahh! so damn scared sia... but da only thing dat make me happy is dat we go home early! whee! i loiikke! wahaha! tinking of mitting ma friends after dat.. but haven't confirm yet.. it was ajra's idea... uhh! wadever.. mus wait for her to onlyn when sia... lata so long must wait for her jus to confirm mit wadd tym n at where... duhh.. klah... i lazy oready lahh... buaiz! chao chin chao!

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2005-04-26T20:16:00.000+08:00

err...soo damnn tiredd sia todayy... thought of not going to watch da soccer match... budden was told compulsory by Miss Thia... but... wadd sia... muz go cca homewerk programme...hehe.. but i nvr go... wahahas..! so lazy lahh... came in late.. teacher nvr take attendance.. came i late bcoz go home firz to take ma darlingg hp..whee! when i reach.. good lahh! no teacher inside class... can make noise... go dere take bus wif all da netball girls from sec 1-3... so fun sia.. make so muchh noise in da bus... when reach dere... wa liao! so damnn hot sia... so lucky have 5 min break... go buy drinks.. n denn went back to our place dat we sit wif da netballers.. saw hafiz... wahhahas..hafiz go watch his brother lahh tu...

haiizz... was lyk so da sadd when serangoon c division boys lose wif singapore sports school 1 - 0... err... sports skool lehh blah arh! ok lahh... waddeverr.... oops! gtg now... bubbyes... t a k a ii r e s... * mwuahzx! *

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2005-03-07T15:50:00.000+08:00

haha! okie! sya is back! hmm... sorry ehk... mie canot update coz computer rosak arh... hehe... hope ya dun mind... haiiz.. so tired.. juz came back from skool... finish doin' homewerk liao.. woohooo! can't wait till march holidays!! to ifa darling.. HaPiE 13th BuRfDaY! may all ur wishes come true.. eww! tomorrow have netball... so tiredd! can't take it.. but kinda fun.. can play games... haiiz... do badly fer my common test.. i'm dead!!! i'm gonna be dead.. i can't believe i did badly fer ma common test... ya lorhx...didn't study properlyy... err.. wad tuh do... nvm... i will promise myself to try to do better in common test 2... i'm gonna try my best!.. hehe.. smangat sehh.. hmm.. klah... today dun have anything much to say.. i tink dats all fer today... i will try to update everyday... buaiz!

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2005-02-08T22:14:00.000+08:00

haiyo... long time no post... nolah... no time n kinda lazy to post... haizz... schooling at serangoon sec is also quite fun at all... even though sumtymx get disturb by some older than me in the skool... it was also kinda fun... its like a memory.... hmm...miss ma fwennx... cey... juz now mit oraedy mahxx.... go to skool watch concert... haizz.. boringxx.... i dun understand even a word they say... thats all in chinese.. that isn't fair! haizz... even the quiz they didn't translate it to english... wadever..so boring at skool today... agen saw that stupid idiotic syuhaidah face... lyk wad sia... hate her loadx... muahaha... wish her die.. hmm... den when wanna go home... qilah follow me home.. den afta dat.. she go plaza.. i go north spring primary to mit ma old fwennx and teachers.... saw my ex-malay teacher..she's pregnant.. hmm... den if not canot go inside skool... lyk wad sia.. change principle oready deb that one cant.. this one canot.. everything canot... so our malay teachers bring us in... if not.. tink so we will juz be talking to her at the gate.... we go to the canteen..talk3.. i complain to her about my maths teacher.. muahahahackx.. so farnie.... ya lorhx... touch hair oso canot... hahackx.. hmm.. miss the old memories in north spring primary... wad tuh do.. the past is still the past... haizz.. going to move house oready.. move to pasir ris.. can't wait!! its gonna be fun there... the bathroom have bathtub.. the room is kinda big.. its great.. hmm... but so lucky i heard my mum won't change my skool.. but the risk i'm gonna take is wake up more earlier than usual.. haizz... if late.. confirm gonna be late fer skool... juz now in the morning oso gonna be late... but so lucky the prefect that is going to close he gate waited fer me n give me a chance.. haizz.. so lucky.. den go to the hall oso nid to sit according to register no.. haizz.. so leceh... hmm... whee!! sho happy.. have a few days holiday.. so no nid to wake up early.. so tired n sleppy.. haizz... budden friday start skool liaox... haizz... nvm nah.. at least have some holidays oready mahx... * yawnn * hmm... ok lah.. sleppy oready liaox.. nyt2.. wanna slyp.... hehe.. maybe tomorrow nvr update agen lah... so lazy.... bubbyex...

SueY SiaL nYaRi...

2005-01-24T19:33:00.000+08:00

aiyo! long time nvr update sia.... suey sial nyari.... bad day fer me today.... my hair dye black oready... lyk wad... hate it really2 much sia... black not nice at all... den first two periods is literature... have no literature book.... suppose to go n mit miss ng 2.00.... but so stupid sia.... she nvr tell wanna go mit where.... so i nvr go mit her lah.... den after skool muz go hall to mit our peer leaders.... go hall muz wait fer them lyk wad... wait so long until leg pain.... den our peer leaders told us to go in front of the library.... go there... they ask a few questions... den ok can go home... firz sit at canteen drink water n eat firz... den after go home... decided to go compass point wif my friends cox wanna look out fer my class decorating things.... den qilah follow me home.... after that.. go to compass point wait fer the other two.... hafizah n maria... both not there sia at the library... wait lyk wad... fer about 1 hour plus...den lazy oready... gome home nah.... wait fer them fer wad... mcm bdk tongong tunggu dorg tk sampai2... ok lah.. thats all i tink peepx.... gtg... bubbyex....

2005-01-01T20:24:00.000+08:00

heyya!hmm... HaPpY NeW YeaR!~~ whee! hmm... kinda feel sad fer the ppl who were involve in the Tsunami waves... haizz... that tym...the news is all about terrorists...now.. all about the Tsunami all that.. haizz... wad tuh do... hmm...tomlw my cuzz is cuming! yay! hehe... if not tomlw going to play downstairs agen... budden my cuzz is cuming... so... i juz ask her to follow lorhx... ya lorhx... how can my cuzz from woodlands came down to my house budden i was not at home coz was playing downstairs... its not too respective... haizz...but the problem is...i only have one bicycle... thats the problem... haizz...wad tuh do... or izzit suppose to be i riding the bicycle & my cuzz walking...hehe... no lah.. how can.. klah..gtg.. bubbyez... muaxx...chow chin chow!

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2004-12-30T19:16:00.000+08:00

heyya... haizz.... kinda boring today.. wad tuh do.... old fwenzz already have their new fwenzz mahxx.... haizz.... yesterday... go to tuition.... get bully by the guyz..haizz.... one day... i will take revenge wif the guyz.. hmm.... hate them.... they are such an idiotic,irritating & sooooo the selfish.... humph...the galz go for break... the idiotic guyz go and hide our thingss... when want to go home the guyzz go out firz n kick our slippers.... haizz... wad tuh do.... nvm lorhx... can take revenge mahxx.... they r gonna get it from me... humph... den today.. dunnolah wad my sister go n do wif the computer until the internet cannot be used... stupid! hmm... so lucky my another sister noe how to fix the wadever thingy thing... haizz... at last at 5+ can use the computer already.... but my mum say can use only after doing my tuition homewerk finish... but nvm lorhx...

can use mahxx... coz my homewerk finish ready wad....but so lucky can use the computer oready... if not.... i will be damn extra bored sitting at home doing nth... if want to go out... lata my mum dun let wan... wad tuh do.... den use the computer oready... still boring coz dunno wad tuh do... haizz... so maybe lata at 8+ going to rp wif my sis lorhx....i oso dunno fer wad...hmm....ok lah.... gtg fer now... bubbyez....

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2004-12-26T23:50:00.000+08:00

hmm...heyya! haizz... aiyo! so tired lehx today...go east coast... haizz...the water very the dirty..& so cold...my hand all itchy already... the bathing place n the changing rooms were the worse of all...so the dirty... hmm wad tuh do...when bath already.. i decided to go mcdonalds buy sumtin'... otw dere... saw Taufiq wif dunno who...aiya... den when go home oready... here am i... in front of the computer... hehe... actually i'm really damn tired.... but bcoz of wanting to change my layout... i use the computer about from 7+ until now...yea.. juz change layout.. but.. i tink i will juz edit the linkz tomlw or whenever i'm free lorh... tired mahxx... no tym...i'm posting this last minute b4 going to bed.... hmm...*yawn* klah... i'm too tired now... bubbyez... nyt2!

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2004-09-13T19:42:00.000+08:00

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2004-09-12T20:48:00.000+08:00

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